... Moment when you step back into reality

that moment when you step back into reality
when everything experienced prior to this minute
becomes ' just a figment of imagination'
everything goes and is forgotten, but the feeling
the feeling lingers..
you felt it..it felt really good.

now you pause..trying to remember...

but its gone. puff!! all a dream 

cruel reality snatched it away

all you have left is the feeling

memories of the feeling linger

thats why you smile :)

you'll want it again

you wont deny yourself of a lovely dream while you are asleep

its called rest..dreams can follow.

you've dreamt before, havent you?

so you love a good dream...or dont you?

why limit yourself to a good dream only at night?

i hear people preaching "dream big"

i hope we are all listening?

dreams are escape doors from reality (cool fact)

dream big while you're escaping your reality.

if dreams come true or not is not the issue

im trying to say; we all deserve escape sometimes

dont limit 'escape' to a dream at night

that may or may not come

do it while you can, anytime you can

Martin Luther King God rest his soul

had a dream, and boy that dream was huge

guess what ;  reality didn't stop him from dreaming.

and i know he smiled when obama made that speech

even his wife testified that his dream came true

in this life or the next

maybe a dream would make you smile.

do not delude yourself of your reality

but never, ever stop dreaming.

http://www.americanrhetoric.com/speeches/mlkihaveadream.htm

serenity.

bang! bang! bang! there goes my head

am i focusing too much?

wasting to much time.

haha he looks at me funny,

now am not sure if am nodding in rythm to the beat 0_0

serenity is craved for.

i appreciate your kindness, i love this place, just need a lil time.

need to figure out whats important and whats not

im obviously doing something wrong, or am i in the wrong crowd?

with my friends my nodd is quite normal, they get me,

they'll probably be nodding too, yeh?

abstract, yet very detailed.

this is the story of the night before.

couldnt handle that crowd, had to run home.

prefrence stuck, my bed won.

fyi.. what was left of the night was merry.

Seasons.

As the weather changes, feelings change.

good change/bad change.

intense or mere, pain is pain

whatever the measure, joy is joy.

The sun would burn, help me dry out my trees.

the rains would come, wet and refreshing

i'll light up my sticks when the weather is inbetween

bliss is bliss, whether for a moment or for life.

since nothing is impossible, i choose "for life"

but if for some reason, seasons aint in my favour

i hope to find joy and peace even in a storm

for isnt that the reality of joy?

the ability to truely smile even when all is wrong.

Start in your hood, town or city, dont wait on hollywood.

Start in your hood, town or city.

dont wait on hollywood, cos it sure aint on pause for you,

you want to be famous?

give what you got to your community and watch your people give back.

give your love, give your money, touch a heart, save a life,

make a change, make that vote that'll count...

we all greedy,cos we got blood running through our vains.

greed and hate aint taking us further than there -(aim higher)

you want love- give love

want money- make a donation (give alms,charity, help a friend, dont necessarily mean a dollar bill).

want a change- make a vote with a clean conscience. (not about religion, tribe or clan)

am not even a writter, its just a hobby to me

but am giving this (hehehe) laugh!lol.

LUCKY BASTARDS

who is to say that if i try today i'll suceed?

the options still remain yay/nay.

i dont know if i'll make it if i try,

the fact that i know luck exist makes me lazy at times.

before i start every new thing, am scared of the risk,

ask myself the unknown- would it pay at the end?

some lucky bastard would try without stress, effortlessly,

and at the end ripp every benefit.

sounds funny, its freaking heartrecking

grahh, blehhhhh, yuckkkkkkkk.

if luck is on my side, then "am that lucky bastard :)".

and if luck aint by my side.....

then my "middle fingers" goes out to luck.

p.s if luck is GOD i take it all back.

and p.s- i aint hating on lucky bastards, share your joy ;).

Hot, Cold, or Lukewarm?

Where is the balance?

Lukewarm, warm, hot or cold...

In the world, yet not of this world;

The devils all around, yet I shouldn't fear.

Have u heard of the devils deeds?

Well then again! Have you heard of my Gods wonders?

His ways, so different, yet time would tell that's the only way.

TRUTH BE TOLD.......

My time came, and then it faded

Experience is the best teacher, that's a fact.

I've laughed through disaster.

Put my feet in fire, came through with scars.

Scars I regret, but the experience I don't.

I hate that i could venture into this and shut my conscience out.

I hate that now I know I control my conscience.

Call it blue or white...what I did was wrong.

Do I regret??

I swear! Am not yet sure.

Penny For My Thought...

Is your life as interesting as it seems?

It seems greener on your side,

Compared to mine that is.....

If I crossed over would I be impressed?

What I see from where I stand,

Is exactly what you let me see..

Is anyone's life as perfect?

I hope its as colourful.

Cause then I have hope, that someday,

Mine would be as perfect.(I doubt).

My past left a dent, won't shape up

Am sure. To deep a dent.

If I walk a mile in your shoes, I'll miss mine.

Your world might actually be prettier,

But to trade mine would never be an option

Its not as interesting, all the same its mine!

I am the main character in my own movie...

All lights and most especially my fathers

Eyes on me..

I am the co author of my wacky tale.

Thanks but no thanks, I'll make due with

Mine. :)