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Wednesday, 21 May 2014


Why does it hurt, Is it supposed to?
I knew what I had and then it walked away
LoL these is the man with the other side of the story.

Why does it hurt after doing everything right
Shouldnt you have the last laugh
last man smiling?

The problem with doing any good and expecting rewards/notice.
men and thier weakness...
high expectations from mortals, sigh.

"Yes we can" dont mean we would.

life is a maze. Its confusing, slowly does it.
no reward for the rabbit with fast legs, no crowns.

my life is a movie in slow motion & I really dont mind

MAZE, slowly does it.  Goodnight.

Saturday, 3 May 2014

win some, lose some, lose all.

May 2014: I have come a long way. Actually, not so long. 24 years of existence and change has been constant., adapting has gotten easier.

The old me has passed away and the new me would eventually have a wider picture, a different point of view..hopefully every change makes me a better individual.

"mane duniya?" Truelly I pray for more smiles than frowns as each day passes.
to be in charge of my fate, to pave my path making right decision.
these days im not afraid of failure, I am not ashamed of all my flaws.
accepting imperfection, seeing beauty in my growth.
learning to understand, learning to love.
learning to forgive, learning privacy
continual search for true wisdom (the kind Jesus showed)

Only 24 years and see how life has changed.
And I'll be 60 (if the Lord tarrys) and nothing might be the same.

what would my story be? Lord make it.

This post was written to let out a feeling; its hard to let go, but even good things change...not necessarily for worse never the less its hard to let a good thing go.but change is constant and maybe the lesson is to never get comfortable, to be ready and whole.